Patrick E. Craig is a lifelong writer and musician who left a successful songwriting and performance career in the music industry to follow Christ in 1984. He spent the next 26 years as a worship leader, seminar speaker, and pastor in churches, and at retreats, seminars and conferences all across the western United States. After ministering for a number of years in music and worship to a circuit of small churches, he is now concentrating on writing and publishing both fiction and non-fiction books. Patrick and his wife Judy make their home in northern California and are the parents of two adult children and have five grandchildren.
The child Jerusha rescued from a snow storm and adopted is now a young woman who wants to find her birth mother.
Jerusha and Reuben have sheltered and protected her. They already lost one daughter and they don’t want to take a chance on losing another. Eventually, they forbid Jenny to even look.
Into the midst of Jenny’s struggles enters a young English man who asks Jenny to assist him in finding his roots.
In the meantime, Johnny is being pursued by some really unsavory characters. He and Jenny end up running off together to pursue her identity and escape the bad guys.
It appears that they are in a lot of trouble, and may not escape with their lives. In the process, they both learn some surprising things.
I’m looking forward to book three in the Apple Creek Dreams Series.
âDu Schlechtâr!ââJenny Springer! You should not say such bad words! You should be ashamed.â
Jennyâs face burned as she reached behind the quilting frame with her left hand and pushed the errant needle through the quilt to complete her stitch. The finger of her other hand, showing a tiny red drop where she had pricked herself, went into her mouth. She stared angrily at the quilt she was working on. The design was awkward, and the edges of the pattern pieces were puckered where she had attempted to sew them together.
âOh, Mama, I will never, ever be a quilter like you. I just canât do it.â
Her motherâs shocked expression softened somewhat, and she put her arm around the girlâs shoulder. âQuilting is a gift from God, and itâs true that you donât yet seem to have the eye for it. But youâre gifted in so many other ways. Donât be disheartened. Sometimes youâre a little eigensinnig und ungeduldig, and these qualities do not fit well with quilting. You must learn to still your heart and calm the stream of thoughts rushing through your head.â
Jenny reached behind her head and rubbed her neck. She took a deep breath and stuck the needle back into the pincushion with finality.
âI need to stop for a bit, Mama. This quilt is making me vereitelt!â
Even in her present state, Jenny was a lovely girl of nearly twenty. Her reddish gold hair framed a strong brow and deep violet eyes that could flash with annoyance in an instant or radiate the most loving kindness a moment later.
Jerusha Springer reached down and enfolded Jenny in her arms. âSie sind meine geliebte dochter,â Jerusha whispered softly into the curls that refused to be controlled by the heavy hairpins and happily tumbled out from under the slightly askew black kappe on Jennyâs head. Jenny turned on her stool, and her arms crept around her motherâs waist. She held on as though she would never let go.
âAre you ever sorry that you got me instead of Jenna, Mama?â Jenny whispered.
Jerusha paused before replying. âI was given Jenna, and then I was given you, my dearest. Jenna was a wonderful little girl, and your papa and I were blessed beyond measure by having her. When she died, we didnât know how we would ever go on with our lives. But God in His mercy sent us a wonderful child to fill the emptiness in our hearts. That child was you. Sorry? No, my darling, I will never be sorry that you came to us. There will always be a place in my heart for Jenna, but now I have you to love and hold. I couldnât hope for a better dochter.â
Jenny clung even tighter to her mother. Her motherâs arms had always been a safe haven for her since the day Jerusha rescued her from the great snowstorm so many years ago. Jerusha had kept Jenny alive by holding the child next to her heart all through the long nights until Papa and Uncle Bobby had rescued them. That was the earliest memory Jenny had of her mother. The calm, steady beat of her motherâs heart comforted her, and it was always in this place of refuge and life that she felt the most secure. But today, even in her motherâs arms, she couldnât still the turmoil in her heart. She pulled away from Jerusha and began to talk in a rush.
âMama, donât you ever wonder where I came from and who my birth mother was? Maybe Iâm the daughter of criminals or murderers. Maybe thereâs a bad seed in me that will come out someday. It makes me afraid sometimes.â
Jerusha stroked her daughterâs hair. âThere are some things we can never know, and you must not worry or fret about them. âBe careful for nothingââ?â
âI know, I know, Mama, but sometimes I do worry. I would never want to do anything that would bring shame on you or Papa. But sometimes I think that Iâll never find real peace until I knowâŠand yet thatâs impossible.â
Jenny released her grip on her mother and grabbed up a scrap of material. She wiped another drop of blood from her finger, crumpled the cloth, and threw it down.
Jerusha took a breath and then answered. âYou are so standhaft in all your ways. Many times your papa and I have had to pick you up and dust you off when you went too far. But that same quality has helped you to overcome difficulties. The accomplishments in your life are proof of that.â
Jerusha reached over and softly stroked Jennyâs cheek. âYouâre a gut student. No one in our community has such a grasp of the history of our people as you do. Someday you will be a teacher who can pass down to your children the things that keep the Amish separate and distinct from the world.â
Jenny looked away and shrugged her shoulders. âI donât think I will ever have children, Mama.â
Jerusha stiffened, and a fleeting frown passed over her face. âWhy not, my darling?â she asked quietly.
âI donât think any man could put up with me, for one thing, and for another, I think Iâm just too independent. Iâm not sure I could ever submit to a husband ruling over me.â
Jerushaâs mouth tightened slightly. âIf I were true to our ordnung, I would tell you what my grandmother told me when I was a girl, and insist that you follow it,â Jerusha said. âShe used to say that marriage is not built first on love but on the needs of our community and our faith.â
âBut, MamaâŠâ Jenny said.
âLet me finish, dochter,â Jerusha said quietly. âI loved your father very much before we were married, and someday that may happen for you. Youâll meet a man whom you will love so deeply that you will gladly surrender everything of yourself into his care and protection. I used to be so bound up in my quilting that I thought there was no room in my life for love or marriage. But the first time I looked into your fatherâs eyes, I was lost forever.â Jerushaâs face softened, and she smiled at a secret memory.
âWhy, Mama! Youâre blushing,â Jenny laughed. âI can understand why you lost your heart to Papa. Heâs a handsome man.â
âDid I hear someone talking about me?â Reuben Springer came into the room. His face was stern, but there was a smile behind his eyes.
âPapa!â Jenny broke free from her mother and ran to her daed.
Reuben took the girl into his arms. âThis is always the best part of my day, when I come home to my girls,â he said as he kissed his daughter on the forehead. âI used to have to bend down so far to reach you. Now youâre all grown up.â
Jerusha smiled at him, a tinge of pink in her cheeks.
âI can still make you blush, eh, Mrs. Springer?â he asked.
Jerusha turned away with a reluctant smile.
A frown passed over Jennyâs face like a small dark cloud, and her father noticed it.
âWhat is it, dochter?â
âJenny was asking me about her birth parents,â Jerusha said. âNot knowing about her past troubles her.â
âJenny, you mustnât concern yourself with things that canât be known,â Reuben said. âWhen your mother found you, there was no identification or any means to discover who you were. The police found a manâs body in Jepsonâs pond the next spring, but he had been in the water far too long to make a clear identification. The car was stolen in New York, so there was no way to trace the man. You must be content with the wisdom of God. He sent you to us because He knew you needed us and we needed you. Thatâs all we need to know.â
âBut, Papa, sometimes I feel like a stranger, as if I donât really belong here.â Jenny saw the pain in her fatherâs eyes and stopped. âIâm sorry, Papa. I didnât mean it exactly that way. I donât know why itâs so important to me to find out these things, but it is. Sometimes I think Iâll never be who Iâm supposed to be until I find out who I really am. It doesnât help that Iâm so stubborn.â
âYour Mama was just as stubborn when I first met her,â Reuben said. âEven twenty-four years later, I feel the sting on my face where she slapped me the first time I kissed her.â
âHusband!â Jerusha exclaimed as her cheeks once again turned rosy pink.
Reuben smiled at his wife and then looked at Jenny. His voice took a sterner tone. âYour mama has changed over the years, and you will change too. For the good of our family, you must put these things out of your mind.â
Jenny felt a small flash of anger at her fatherâs words. She wanted to speak but wisely stayed silent. Then she decided to take a different approach.
âPapa, maybe if I did know, I could be more peaceful inside and not be so much trouble for you and Mama. Maybe if you helped me to find my birth parents I could be a better dochter to you andââ
Jennyâs papa stiffened at her words. âJenny, I love you very much, but I am still the head of our home, and until youâre married and under the care of your husband, I will decide whatâs best for you. Thereâs much in the world that youâre too young to understand. God has entrusted me with your care and safety for a good reason. The man you were with may have been your father, or he may not, but judging by what the police found in the car, he was not a good man. There were drugs and alcoholââ
âBut what if he wasnât my father and he just kidnapped me orââ
âDochter! Thatâs enough! I know whatâs best for you. Asking questions that canât be answered will only cause you heartache and sorrow. I want you to put these wild ideas behind you. We will not discuss this further!â
Jenny stared at her father, and he stared back at her. She started to speak, but her mother placed her hand on Jennyâs arm and squeezed a warning. âYour father is right, Jenny. You must listen to him and obey. Now, is anyone hungry, or should we go on working on this quilt?â
Jenny took a deep breath, looked at her masterpiece, and smiled ruefully. The star design she had labored over for so many hours was crooked and wrinkled, and the colors she had chosen clashed.
âI think weâd better have dinner, Mama. I donât think thereâs anything I can do to fix this mess.â
âWell, letâs go then,â Reuben said. âI need kindling for the stove, and Jenny can go out and close in the chickens.â
âAll right, Papa,â Jenny said, still stinging from Reubenâs rebuke. âDo I need to bring in any milch, Mama?â
âYes, dear,â Jerusha said, âthereâs some fresh in the cooling house.â
When Jenny had banged out the back door, Jerusha turned to Reuben. âSheâs so impetuous. I worry thereâll come a time when she crashes into a predicament we canât get her out of. But you must not be so hard on her. Sheâs still young.â
âI know. But young or not, her curiosity worries me,â Reuben said. âSheâs headed for disappointment if she keeps searching for answers that donât exist. I want to keep her from that as long as I can.â
Jerusha nodded. âI want her to be happy, but in my heart Iâm afraid that if she does somehow find her birth parents, sheâll want to be with them more than with us. And their way would be so different from ours. The world out there is filled with danger, and I donât know if she would be able to understand it. Iâm afraid for her, Reuben.â
âIâm afraid for her too, Jerusha,â he said quietly, taking his wife in his arms. âAnd thatâs why I want her to forget about her past. Iâm trying hard not to crush her spirit, but the girl doesnât think things through. She thinks sheâs all grown up, but she still has many kindisch ways about her. There may soon come a day when she goes her own way, and the thought of what she might chooseâŠâ
Jerusha felt a momentary chill grip her heart, and she pulled herself deeper into the circle of Reubenâs arms.