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Today’s Wild Card author is:
and the book:
Code Blue (Prescription for Trouble)
Abingdon Press (April 1, 2010)
***Special thanks to Susan Salley of Abingdon Press for sending me a review copy.***
ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
After his retirement from a distinguished career as a physician and medical educator, Richard turned his talents to non-medical writing. Code Blue is his debut novel, the first of the Prescription For Trouble series, featuring medical suspense. Richard and his wife, Kay, make their home in North Texas, where he continues his struggles to master golf and be the worldâs most perfect grandfather.
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Product Details:
List Price: $13.99
Paperback: 288 pages
Publisher: Abingdon Press (April 1, 2010)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 1426702361
ISBN-13: 978-1426702365
ISLAND BREEZES
If ever a woman should feel as if she has a target painted on her back, it’s this one.
Dr. Cathy Sewell returns to her home town after yet another broken relationship, and hopes to find healing and a new life. Instead she finds people who don’t want her there.
She has doctors trying to prevent giving her hospital privileges, someone tampering with her prescription which almost kills one of her patients and a rapidly disappearing bank account.
On top of that, someone is trying to kill her and appears ready to stop at nothing. Who can she trust? Two men are interested in her, but are they friend or foe?
Can she stay alive and financially afloat long enough to solve these mysteries which go all the way back to when her father was living?
I’m glad this is the first book of the Prescription for Troubleseries. Dr Mabry has me hooked.
AND NOW…THE FIRST CHAPTER:
The black SUV barreled out of nowhere, its oversized tires straddling the centerline. Cathy jerked the steering wheel to the right and jammed the brake pedal to the floor. Her little Toyota rocked as though flicked by a giant hand before it spun off the narrow country road and hurtled toward the ditch and the peach orchard beyond it.
For a moment Cathy felt the fearful thrill of weightlessness. Then the world turned upside down, and everything went into freeze-frame slow motion.
The floating sensation ended with a jolt. The screech of ripping metal swallowed Cathyâs scream. The deploying airbag struck her face like a fist. The pressure of the shoulder harness took her breath away. The lap belt pressed into her abdomen, and she tasted bile and acid. As her head cleared, she found herself hanging head-down, swaying slightly as the car rocked to a standstill. In the silence that followed, her pulse hammered in her ears like distant, rhythmic thunder.
Cathy realized she was holding her breath. She let out a shuddering sigh, inhaled, and immediately choked on the dust that hung thick in the air. She released her death-grip on the steering wheel and tried to lift her arms. It hurtâit hurt a lotâbut they seemed to work. She tilted her head and felt something warm trickle down her face. She tried to wipe it away, but not before a red haze clouded her vision.
She felt a burning sensation, first in her nostrils, then in the back of her throat. Gasoline! Cathy recalled all the crash victims sheâd seen in the emergency roomâvictims whoâd survived a car accident only to be engulfed in flames afterward. She had to get out of the car. Now. Her fingers probed for the seatbelt buckle. She found it and pressed the release button. Slowly. Be careful. Donât fall out of the seat and make matters worse. The belt gave way, and she eased her weight onto her shoulders. She bit her lip from the pain, rolled onto her side, and looked around.
How could she escape? She tried the front doors. Jammedâboth of them. Sheâd been driving with her window partially open, enjoying the brisk autumn air and the parade of orange and yellow trees rolling by in the Texas landscape. There was no way she could wriggle through that small opening. Cathy drew back both feet and kicked hard at the exposed glass. Nothing. She kicked harder. On the third try, the window gave way.
Where was her purse? Never mind. No time. She had to get out. Cathy inched her way through the window, flinching as tiny shards of glass stung her palms and knees. Once free from the car, she lay back on the grass and looked around at what remained of the orchard, blessing the trees that had sacrificed themselves to cushion her carâs landing.
She rose unsteadily to her feet. It seemed as though every bone in her body cried out at the effort. The moment she stood upright the world faded into a gray haze. She slumped to the ground and took a few deep breaths. Her head hurt, her eyes burned, her throat seemed to be closing up. The smell of gasoline cut through her lethargy. She had to get further away from the car. How could she do that, when she couldnât even stand without passing out?
Cathy saw a peach sapling a few feet away, a tiny survivor amid the ruins. She crawled to the tree, grabbed it, and walked her hands up the trunk until she was almost upright. She clung there, drained by the exertion, until the world stopped spinning.
Something dripped into her eyes and the world turned red. Cathy risked turning loose with one hand and wiped it across her face. Her vision cleared a bit. She regarded the crimson stain on her palm. Good thing she was no stranger to the sight of blood.
Now she was upright, but could she walk? Maybe, if she could stand the pain. She wasnât sure she could make it more than a step or two, though. A stout limb lying in the debris at her feet caught her eye. It was about four feet long, two inches thickâjust the right size. Cathy eased her way down to a crouch, using the sapling for support. She grabbed the limb and, holding it like a staff, managed to stand up. She rested for a moment, then inched her way along the bottom of the ditch, away from the car. When she could no longer smell gasoline and when her aching limbs would carry her no farther, she leaned on her improvised crutch to rest.
Cathy stared at the road above her. The embankment sloped upward in a gentle rise of about six feet. Ordinarily, climbing it would be childâs play for her. But right now she felt like a babyâweak, uncoordinated, and fearful.
Maybe if she rested for a moment on that big rock. She hobbled to it and lowered herself, wincing with each movement. There was no way she could get comfortableâeven breathing was painfulâbut she needed time to think.
Had the SUV really tried to run her off the road? She wanted to believe it was simply an accident, that someone had lost control of his vehicle. Just like sheâd wanted to believe that the problems sheâd had since she came back home were nothing more than a run of bad luck. Now she had to accept the possibility that someone was making an effort to drive her out of town.
Sheâd never thought much about the name of her hometown: Dainger, Texas. She vaguely recalled it was named for some settler, long ago forgotten. Now she was thinking the name seemed significant. Danger. Had the problems sheâd left behind in Dallas followed her? Or did the roots lie here in Dainger? Possibly. After all, small towns have long memories. Of course, there could be another explanation. . . . No, she couldnât accept that. Not yet.
Cathy turned to survey the wreckage of her poor little car. She saw wheels silhouetted against the sky, heard the ticking of the cooling motor. Then she picked up new sounds: the roar of a carâs engine, followed by the screech of tires and the chatter of gravel. It could be someone stopping to help. On the other hand, it could be the driver of the SUV coming back to finish the job. She thought of hiding. But where? How?
She watched a white pickup skid to a stop on the shoulder of the road above the wreckage. A car door slammed. A manâs voice called, âIs anyone down there? Are you hurt?â
No chance to get away now. Sheâd have to take her chances and pray that he was really here to help. Pray? That was a laugh. Cathy had prayed before, prayed hard, all without effect. Why should she expect anything different this time?
âIs someone there? Are you hurt?â
How should she react? Answer or stay quiet? Neither choice seemed good. She tried to clear the dust from her throat, but when she opened her mouth to yell, she could only manage a strangled whisper. âYes.â
Footsteps crunched on the gravel shoulder above her, and an urgent voice shouted, âIs someone down there? Do you need help?â
âYes,â she croaked a bit stronger.
âIâm coming down,â he said. âHang on.â
A head peered over the edge of the embankment, but pulled back before she could get more than a glimpse of him.
In a few seconds, he scrambled down the embankment, skidding in the red clay before he could dig in the heels of his cowboy boots. At the bottom he looked around until he spotted her. He half-ran the last few feet to where she stood swaying on her makeshift crutch.
âHere, let me help you. Can you walk?â
Blood trickled into her eyes again, and even after she wiped it away, it was like looking through crimson gauze. Cathy could make out the manâs outline but not his features. He sounded harmless enough. But she supposed even mass murderers could sound harmless.
She gripped her makeshift staff harder; it might work as a weapon. âI donât think anythingâs broken.â Her voice cracked, and she coughed. âIâm just stunned. If you help me, I think I can move okay.â
He leaned down and Cathy put her left arm on his shoulder. He encircled her waist with his right arm, supporting her so her feet barely touched the ground as they shuffled toward the slope. At the bottom, he turned and swept her into his arms. The move took her by surprise, and she gasped. She felt him stagger a bit on the climb, but in a moment they made it to the top.
Her rescuer freed one hand and thumbed the latch on the passenger side door of his pickup. He turned to bump the door open with his hip, then deposited her gently onto the seat. âRest there. Iâll call 911.â
Cathy leaned back and tried to calm down. His voice sounded familiar. Was he one of her patients? She swiped the back of her hand across her eyes, but the image remained cloudy.
The man pulled a flip-phone from his pocket and punched in three digits. âThereâs been a one-car accident.â
She listened as he described the accident location in detailâa mile south of the Freeman farm, just before the Sandy Creek Bridge. This wasnât some passer-by. He knew the area.
âI need an ambulance, a fire truck, and someone from the sheriffâs office. Oh, and send a flatbed wrecker. The car looks like itâs totaled.â
âI donât need an ambulance,â Cathy protested.
He held up a hand and shushed her, something she hadnât encountered since third grade. âYes, she seems okay, but I still think they need to hurry.â
Cathy heard a few answering squawks from the phone before the man spoke again. âItâs Will Kennedy. Yes, thanks.â
Will Kennedy? If she hadnât been sitting down, Cathy might have fallen over. She scrubbed at her eyes and squinted. Will? Yes, it was Will. Now even the shape of his body looked familiar: lean and muscular, just the way heâd beenâ. No. Donât go there.
Will ended his call and leaned in through the open pickup door. âTheyâll be here in a minute. Hang on.â
He took a clean handkerchief from the hip pocket of his pressed jeans and gently cleaned her face. The white cotton rapidly turned red, and Cathy realized that the blood had not only clouded her vision. It had masked her features.
âWill, donât you recognize me?â
He stopped, looked at her, and frowned. âCathy?â
âYes.â There were so many things to say. She drew in a ragged breath. âThanks. I appreciate your stopping.â
He gave her the wry grin she remembered so well, and her heart did a flip-flop. âIâd heard you were back in town, and I wondered when youâd get around to talking to me. I just didnât know it would be like this.â He paused. âAnd forget about telling me not to have them send an ambulance. I donât care if you are a doctor now, Cathy Sewell. I wonât turn you loose until another medic checks you.â
Cathy opened her mouth to speak, but Willâs cell phone rang. He answered it and walked away as he talked, while she sat and wondered what would have happened if theyâd never turned each other loose in the first place.
* * *
As the ambulance sped toward Summers County General Hospital, Cathy wondered what kind of reception she would get there. Who would be on duty? Would they acknowledge her as a colleague, even though she hadnât been given privileges yet? When her thoughts turned to recent events, she forced herself to shut down the synapses and put her mind into neutral.
The ambulance rocked to a halt outside the emergency room doors. Despite Cathyâs protestations, the emergency medical technicians kept her strapped securely on the stretcher while they offloaded it. Inside the ER, Cathy finally convinced her guardians to let her transfer to a wheelchair held by a waiting orderly.
âThanks so much, guys. Iâll be fine. Really.â
At the admitting desk, the clerk looked up from her computer and frowned.
âCathy?â She flushed. âI . . . I mean, Dr. Sewell?â
âItâs okay, Judy. I was Cathy through twelve years of school. No reason to change.â Cathy looked around. âWhoâs the ER doctor on duty?â
âDr. Patel. He just called in Dr. Bell to see a patient. Dr. Patel thought it might be a possible appendix.â She lowered her voice. âDr. Bell took one look and made the diagnosis of stomach flu. I couldnât see the need to call in another doctor for a consultation, but Dr. Patel is so afraid heâll make a wrong diagnosis.â She pursed her lips as she realized her mistake of complaining about one doctor to another.
âJust be sure Dr. Patel doesnât hear you say that.â Cathy tried to take the sting out of the words with a wink, but the blood dried around her eyes made it impossible. âCan you call him? Iâve been threatened with dire punishment if I donât get checked out.â
Judy reached for the phone.
âDonât bother, Judy. Iâll take care of Dr. Sewell myself.â
Cathy eased her head around to see Marcus Bell standing behind her. He wore khakis and a chocolate-brown golf shirt, covered by an immaculate white coat with his name embroidered over the pocket.
This was a trade Cathy would gladly makeâfinicky Dr. Patel for superdoc Marcus Bell. In the three years heâd been here, Marcus had built a reputation as an excellent clinician. He was also undoubtedly the best-looking doctor in town.
âLetâs get you into Treatment Room One,â Marcus steered Cathyâs wheelchair away from the desk. âJudy, you can bring me the paperwork when you have it ready. Please ask Marianne to step in and help me for a minute. And page Jerry for me, would you? Thanks.â
Cathy had been in treatment rooms like this many times in several hospitals. Now she noticed how different everything looked when viewed from this perspective. As if the accident and the adrenaline rush that followed hadnât made her shaky enough, sitting there in a wheelchair emphasized her feeling of helplessness. âI feel so silly,â she said. âUsually Iâm on the other end of all this.â
âWell, today youâre not.â Marcus gestured toward the nurse who stood in the doorway. âLetâs get you into a gown. Then weâll check the extent of the damages.â
Marcus stepped discreetly from the room.
âIâm Marianne,â the nurse said. Then, as though reading Cathyâs mind, she added, âI know itâs hard for a doctor to be a patient. But try to relax. Weâll take good care of you.â
Marianne helped Cathy out of her clothes and into a hospital gown. If Cathy had felt vulnerable before this, the added factor of being in a garment that had so many openings closed only by drawstrings tripled the feeling. The nurse eased Cathy onto the examining table, covered her with a clean sheet, and called Marcus back into the room.
âNow, Cathy, the first thing I want to do is have a closer look at that cut on your head.â Marcus slipped on a pair of latex gloves and probed the wound.
Cathy flinched. âHow does it look?â
âNot too bad. One laceration about three or four centimeters long in the frontal area. Not too deep. The bleedingâs almost stopped now. Weâll get some skull films, then Iâll suture it.â He wound a soft gauze bandage around her head and taped it.
Marcus flipped off his gloves and picked up the clipboard that Cathy knew held the beginnings of her chart. âWhy donât you tell me what happened?â
At first, Cathy laid out the details of the accident and her injuries in terse clinical language, as though presenting a case to an attending physician at Grand Rounds. She did fine until she realized how close sheâd come to being killed, apparently by someone who meant to do just that. There were a couple of strangled hiccups, then a few muffled sobs, before the calm physician turned into a blubbering girl. âIâm . . . Iâm sorry.â She reached for a tissue from the box Marcus held out.
âNo problem. If you werenât upset by all that, you wouldnât be normal.â Marcus took an ophthalmoscope from the wall rack and shined its light into her eyes. âHowâs your vision?â
âStill a little fuzzyâsome halos around lights. I figured it was from the blood running into my eyes.â
He put down the instrument and rummaged in the drug cabinet. âLetâs wash out your eyes. I donât want you to get a chemical keratitis from the powder on the air bag. Iâll give you some eye drops, but if your vision gets worse or doesnât clear in a day or so, I want you to see an ophthalmologist.â
âOh, right.â The fact that she hadnât thought of that underscored to Cathy how shaken she still was.
âNow, letâs see what else might be injured.â Marcus took her left wrist and gently probed with his fingers. Apparently satisfied, he proceeded up along the bones of the arm. His touch was gentle, yet firm, and Cathy found it somehow reassuring. âWeâll need some X-rays. I want you to help me figure out the right parts.â
âI canât help you much. Iâm hurting pretty much everywhere,â Cathy said. âBut, I havenât felt any bones grating. I think Iâm just banged up.â
Marcus turned his attention to her right arm. He paused in his prodding long enough to touch her chin and raise her head until their eyes met. âYouâre like all of us. You think that because youâre a doctor you canât be hurt or sick.â
âThatâs not true. I donâtâ Ow!â His hand on the point of her right shoulder sent a flash of pain along her collarbone.
âThatâs more like it. Weâll get an X-ray of that shoulder and your clavicle. Seatbelt injuries do that sometimes. Now see if you can finish telling me what happened.â
This time she got through the story without tearing up, although Marcusâs efforts to find something broken or dislocated brought forth a number of additional flinches and exclamations.
âI really do think Iâm fine except for some bruises,â she concluded.
âReally?â
âOkay, Iâm also scared. And a little bit mad.â
A tinny voice over the intercom interrupted her. âDr. Bell, is Marianne still in there?â
âIâm here,â the nurse replied.
âCan you help us out? Thereâs a pedi patient in Treatment Room Two with suspected meningitis. Theyâre about to do a spinal tap.â
âGo ahead,â Marcus said. âWe can take it from here.â
No sooner had the nurse closed the door than there was a firm tap on it.
âJerry?â Marcus called.
âYes, sir.â
âCome in.â
The door creaked open, and Cathy turned. The pain that coursed through her neck made her regret the decision. A man in starched, immaculate whites strode into the room and stopped at an easy parade rest. A smattering of gray at the temples softened the red in his buzz-cut hair.
Marcus did the honors. âDr. Sewell, this is Jerry OâNeal. Jerry retired after twenty years as a Marine corpsman, and heâs now the senior radiology technician at Summers County General. He probably knows as much medicine as you and I put together, but heâs too polite to let it show.â
âPleasure to meet you, Doctor,â Jerry said.
Marcus handed the clipboard chart to Jerry. âDr. Sewellâs been in an auto accident. She has a scalp laceration Iâll need to suture, but first, would you get a skull series, films of the right shoulder and clavicle?â He thought a bit. âRight knee. Right lower leg. While weâre at it, better do a C-spine too.â
âYes, sir,â Jerry said. âIs that all?â
Marcus looked back at Cathy. âIf you catch her rubbing anything else, shoot it. Call me when youâve got the films ready.â
Cathy half- expected Jerry to salute Marcus. Instead, he nodded silently before helping her off the exam table and into a wheelchair.
âDonât worry, Dr. Sewell. Youâre in good hands.â
She tried to relax and take Jerry at his word. âWhy havenât I seen you around before this?â
Jerry fiddled with some dials. âI work weekdays as a trouble-shooter for an X-ray equipment company in Dallas. Iâm only here on weekends. It fills the empty hours.â
Thatâs why I was taking a drive on Saturday afternoon. Filling the empty hours. That started a chain of thought Cathy didnât want to pursue. Instead, she concentrated on getting through the next few minutes.
The X-rays took less time and caused less discomfort than Cathy expected. She could see why Marcus thought so highly of Jerry. Soon she was back in the treatment room, lying on the examination table. Jerry put up two of the X-rays on the wall view box and stacked the others neatly on the metal table beneath it.
âIâll get Dr. Bell now. Will you be okay here for a minute?â
Cathy assured Jerry that she was fine, although she finally realized how many bumps and bruises sheâd accumulated in the crash. Every movement seemed to make something else hurt.
When she thought about what came next, her anxiety kicked into high gear. Would Marcus have to shave her scalp before placing the stitches? She recalled her own experiences suturing scalp lacerations in the Parkland Hospital Emergency Room. Maybe it was a woman thing, but sheâd felt sorry for those patients, walking out with a shaved spot on their head, a bald patch that was sometimes the size of a drink coaster. She hated the prospect of facing her patients on Monday in that condition. Truthfully, she even hated the prospect of looking at herself in the mirror. She was thinking about wigs when Marcus reentered the room.
âLetâs see what weâve got.â He stepped to the view box and ran through the X-rays. âSkull series looks fine. . . . Neck is good. . . . Shoulder looks okay. . . .The clavicle isnât fractured. . . . You are one lucky woman. Looks like all I have to do is suture that scalp laceration.â
Cathy was surprised when Marcus didnât call for help, but rather assembled the necessary instruments and equipment himself. When he slipped his gloves on, she closed her eyes and gritted her teeth. The fact that sheâd been on the other end of this procedure hundreds of times just made her dread it more.
Marcusâs touch was gentle as he cleaned the wound. Soon she felt the sting of a local anesthetic injection. After that, there was nothing except an occasional tug as he sutured.
Cathy processed what sheâd just felt. âYou didnât shave my scalp.â
âNow why would I want to mar that natural beauty of yours? I didnât paint the wound orange with Betadine, either. I used a clear antiseptic to prep the area and KY jelly to plaster the hair down out of my way. The sutures are clear nylon that wonât be noticeable in your blonde hair. When Iâm finished, Iâll paint some collodion over the wound to protect it. In the morning, clean the area with a damp cloth, brush your hair over it, and no one will know the difference.â
Cathy couldnât believe what sheâd heard. âNatural beauty?â This was certainly at odds with what sheâd been told about Marcus Bell. Since the death of his wife, Marcus apparently wanted nothing to do with women. Rumor had it heâd turned aside the advances of most of the single women in Dainger. Was he flirting with her now? Or was this simply his bedside manner?
Marcus snapped off his gloves and tossed them in the bucket at the end of the table. âSee me in a week to remove the stitchesâunless you want to stand on a box and look down on the top of your own head to remove them yourself.â
âOkay, I get it. Iâll stop being my own doctor,â she said.
âHow about something for the pain?â
âI think Iâll be okay.â
âTetanus shot?â
âIâm current.â
âThen how about dinner with me next Thursday?â
Once more, Cathy felt her head spin, but this time it had nothing to do with tumbling. about in a runaway auto.
* * *
Cathy had always dreaded Monday mornings, but none so much as this one. Today it was time to show her face to the world.
She took one last look in the mirror. Cathy had figured that her fair complexion would make her bruises show up like tire tracks on fresh snow, but the judicious application of some Covermark had done its job well. The redness sheâd noticed in her eyes two days ago had responded well to the eye drops Marcus prescribed. And, true to his prediction, sheâd been able to style her hair so that the blonde strands almost hid the stitches in her scalp. A little more lipstick and blusher than usual, drawing attention to her face instead of her hair, and maybe she could fake her way through the day.
No matter how successful sheâd been in covering the outward signs of the accident, it was still impossible for her to move without aches and pains. She popped a couple of Extra Strength Tylenol, washed them down with the remnants of her second cup of coffee, and headed out the door to face another week. If the medication kicked in soon, maybe Jane wouldnât notice that Cathy moved like an old woman. Maybe Jane hadnât heard the news about the accident. Yeah, and maybe the President would call today and invite Cathy to dinner at the White House.
Cathy tried to sneak in the back door, but Janeâs hearing was awfully good for a woman her age. She met Cathy at the door to her office, clucking like a mother hen and shaking her head. âDr. Sewell, what happened to you?â
What a break it had been for her when Janeâa trim, silver-haired grandmother with a sassy twinkle in her eyeâanswered her ad for a combination office nurse and secretary. Sheâd helped Cathy set up the office, given her advice on business, and provided a sympathetic ear on more occasions than she could count.
Cathy recognized Janeâs question as rhetorical. Having grown up in Dainger, Cathy knew how quickly news spread in her hometown. Sheâd bet that Jane had known about the accident before Cathy had cleared the emergency room doors on Saturday. By now, probably everyone in town knew.
âI was out for a ride in the country. I needed to relax and clear my mind. Then someone ran me off the road out near Big Sandy Creek. My car went out of control, flipped, and took out a row of Seth Johnsonâs peach trees.â Cathy winced as she dropped her purse into the bottom drawer of her desk. âDr. Bell sutured a laceration on my scalp.â
âAny other injuries? Do we need to cancel todayâs patients?â
Cathy shook her head, aggravating a headache that the Tylenol had only dulled. âOther than the fact that I feel like Iâve just finished a week of two-a-day practices with the Dallas Cowboys, Iâm okay.â
âItâs good that you have a nice light schedule today. You can take it easy.â
Cathy frowned. A ânice light scheduleâ for a doctor just getting started as a family practitioner wasnât exactly the stuff she dreamed about. She needed patients. The money from the bank loan was about gone, and her income stream was anything but impressive. But, sheâd do the best she could. Anything had to beat living in Dallas, knowing she might run into Robert.
Speak of the devil. Cathy actually shuddered when she saw the return address on the envelope sitting in the middle of her desk: Robert Edward Newell, M.D.
She clamped her jaws shut, snatched up a brass letter opener, and ripped open the envelope. Inside were two newspaper clippings and a few words scribbled on a piece of white notepad with an ad for a hypertension drug at the top of the page. The first clipping announced the engagement of Miss Laura Lynn Hunt, daughter of Dr. Earl and Mrs. Betty Hunt, to Dr. Robert Edward Newell. The second featured a photo of Laura Lynn and Robert, she in a high couture evening gown, he in a perfectly fitting tux, arriving at the Terpsichorean Ball. The note was brief and to the point: âSee what youâve missed?â No signature. Just a reminder, one that made her grit her teeth until her jaws ached. Leave it to Robert to rub salt in her wounds.
She forced herself to sit quietly and breathe deeply, until the knot in her throat loosened. Then she wadded the clippings and note into a tight ball, which she consigned to the wastebasket with as much force as she could muster.
No use rethinking the past. Time to get on with her life. âJane,â she called. âMay I have the charts for todayâs patients? I want to go over them.â
Jane returned and deposited a pitifully small stack of thin charts on Cathyâs desk. The look in Janeâs eyes said it all. Sorry there arenât more. Sorry youâre hurting. Sorry.
Cathy picked up the top chart but didnât open it. âDo you think I made a mistake coming here to practice?â
Jane eased into one of the patient chairs across the desk from Cathy. âWhy would you ask that?â
âI applied at three banks before I got a loan. When I mention to other doctors that Iâm taking new patients, they get this embarrassed look and mumble something about keeping that in mind, but they never make any referrals. Several of my patients tell me theyâve heard stories around town that make them wonder about my capabilities. And my privileges at the hospital have been stuck in committee for over a month now.â Cathy pointed to the stitches in her scalp. âNow the situation seems to be escalating.â
âYou mean the accident on Saturday?â
âIt was no accident. Iâm convinced that someone ran me off the road and intended to kill me.â
âDid you report it?â Jane asked.
âYes, but fat lot of good it did. If Will Kennedy hadnât insisted, I think the deputy who came out to investigate the accident would have written the whole thing off as careless driving on my part.â Cathy grimaced. âOf course, he may do that anyway.â
âWhat was Will Kennedy doing there?â
âHe came along right after the wreck. When I couldnât manage under my own power, Will carried me up the embankment. Then he insisted I go to the emergency room, and when they were loading me into the ambulance he slipped his card into my hand and whispered, âPlease call me. I want to make sure youâre okay.ââ Cathy pulled a business card from the pocket of her skirt, smoothed the wrinkles from it, and put it under the corner of her blotter.
âDid you phone him?â
Cathy shook her head. âI started to, but I couldnât. Iâm not ready to get close to any man. Not Will Kennedy. Not Marcus Bell. Not Robert Newell.â She took in a deep breath through her nose and let it out through pursed lips. âEspecially not Robert Newell.â
âWho isâ?â
Before Jane could finish, Cathy spun around in her chair and pulled a book at random from the shelf behind her. âNot now. Please. I need to look up something before I see my first patient.â She paged through the book, but none of the words registered.
Janeâs voice from behind her made Cathy close the book. âDr. Sewell, you asked me a question. Let me answer it before I go. I donât know if someoneâs really making an effort to run you off. Iâve heard some of those rumors. Theyâre always anonymous, like âSomebody told me that Dr. Sewellâs not a good doctor.â Or âI heard Dr. Sewell came back to Dainger because she couldnât make it in Dallas.â You have to ignore the gossip and rumors. Theyâre part of living here.â
Cathy swiveled back to face Jane. âI thought it would be easier to get my practice started in my hometown.â
âIt might be, except that people here will compare you to your daddy, who was the best surgeon Dainger ever saw. In that situation a young, female doctor will come up short, no matter how qualified she is.â
Cathy tossed the book on her desk and held her hands up, palms forward. âIf someone wants to get rid of me, theyâre close to succeeding. I donât know how much longer I can go on.â
âYouâre a fighter, and Iâm right here with you. Just stick with it.â Jane turned and walked toward the doorway.
âThanks. I appreciate it.â
Jane stopped and faced Cathy once more. âHave you been out to visit your folks?â
âIt wonât do any good. Thereâs nothing for me there. I donât have anything to say.â
Jane shook her head. âSometimes you donât have to say anything. Sometimes you simply have to make the effort and go. Itâs the only way youâll ever put all that behind you.â